Just 6 more to go!

This is one of those times where time is being a little unpredictable. Some times it feels like this radiation thing has taken forever - and other times it feels like it has flown. Now of course, that may depend on how I am feeling. I have noticed that when I am in a lot of pain, time seems to slow down. Funny that!

or in pain....

So what's been going on? Nothing but radiation people, nothing but radiation! I think that I may have 'peaked' with the fatigue. At least I am hoping that I have! I am always totally exhausted, but am finding it really hard to sleep. Go figure!

Some days I can muster up enough energy to get me through a little excursion with one of the beautiful babes who drive me - yesterday it was a field trip to Trader Joe's . Yes. I'm living the life here, living the life! (TJ's is a supermarket - apparently popular in other areas of the US and has just opened their first three stores in Denver. Yes - it IS very exciting! So I need to remind you that Denver is still a little "wild-west"ish???!!!)

it's such a hard life!

My leg is just now starting to turn pink and getting a bit sensitive. That's making it quite uncomfortable to sit! Hopefully it doesn't get too bad - I'm not sure what we'll have to do then - I may become bed-ridden!Other parts are also getting more pink, if you get my drift! Not fun girls, not fun. (Not sure boys can understand the pain involved here - but use your imagination if you're game!!!)

This is what keeps me smiling ....

... my mantel of love! (Those are the roses from V-day from my man.) It's all the cards that I've received, and you can't see it, but there is a vase that now holds all of the little notes that you've sent me. (What? You haven't sent me anything? Hmmmm - I wasn't going to say anything, but..........!!!!) Whenever I start to get a bit sad, I just take a look and remember that I am loved - makes it easier.

So it looks like by next Wednesday I will be done with radiation. Done, I say. Done. DONE! DONE! Yep - pretty much counting down the minutes right now - I cannot wait for this to be all over.

Oh - and a lot of you are asking how we know Fred is shrinking, or how much he has shrunk, or if he is dead yet. The sad news is that we don't know. I'll have another MRI once I've finished treatment and that will give us a little bit of an idea. But the radiation can continue to work for another 2 years!!!!!!!! The story seems to be that since Fred is so slow growing, he is also slow dying. (I, myself, think that a bullet should have worked fine!!!!)

Ha!!!!!!!!

So there you have a quick little update - until next time loves,
Hugs
Megan